i’m so annoyed like why can’t i just keep a solid good mood lol my confidence is so low right now like why

we’ve been together for 2 and a half years now, since I was 19. stuff is (always) changing. I know it’s supposed to be a roller coaster but why does it have to be? being with someone to me is, being comfortable.. laughing..

I’ve felt drowned out for a very long time and part of myself is eager to go back to caring for only my feelings…

september 2018

phemiec:

Identity is a prison! Let yourself respond authentically to each moment as it arrives, without being bound to the narrative of who you think you are! The self is a construct! The truth of your existence is ever changing and infinite as the universe is ever changing and infinite! Abandon the stories of your past selves and be present and alive in this very moment! IDENTITY IS DEAD! THE SELF IS DEAD! YOU ARE ALIVE!

(via tordenvejr)

first time going out for nye instead of staying home